I'm taking babysteps,

I believe nothing lasts forever, people just say that cos' they're positive that they'll last foralwaays. But there comes a time when it stops out of no where. Beeen there, done that. It's looad of bull shit! BUT that's life, you just gotta get used to it. I also believe that everything happens for a reason. Whatever happens, just fucking happens. You can't do anything, you can't go back and change anything. All there is is the future. I try not to make any mistakes, but i always end up doing one. No one's perfect, even i'm not. I gotta think before I do. I gotta stop trusting people easily tooo! Life's full of stupid shiet, I just need to live it up. Forget that fucking past, and start thinking about my future. There are ups and downs, i know. I have no clue how to stop this roller coaster it keeps going on n' on, i'm sick of it. I just wanna live the freakin goood life already! I wish I can just be reborn, and start my life all over again. For me, my life starts until i'm 18. My life is treating me like shit, FML its a bitch, just like you.